ABOUT ME

Name: Yuzhou
(Some may call me Nyx, Karma or Vin)
Pronouns: Flip a coin and let fate decide :b

I struggle with communication. I am not an easy person to have a fun conversation with, not because I am mean, but simply because I may be boring.I have BPD, autism, social anxiety and I often age regress. Please understand these things before making assumptions.My typing style may change between casual, "robotic" and childish. This is due to my mental health/neurodivergency. Please be patient with me. I am still learning how to communicate appropriately.Click the buttons below to learn more about how BDP and age regression may affect my behaviour:

INTERESTS:

Art by Hary Istiyoso

  • Music

  • Drawing

  • Story writing

  • Cats

  • Robots (Currently obsessed with Transformers)

  • Fictional violence and gore

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ABOUT BDP

BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) is an incredibly complex thing that I don't think I can even explain all here, but I'll run down the most basic aspects which affects me socially.It's a personality disorder, quite literally in the name, so it's obviously going to affect my personality. It also affects my moods, making it difficult to regulate emotions sometimes.I struggle with my identity. I don't exactly have a "sense of self." If we are communicating, and my personality or typing styles change, this is why. I might speak casually one moment, then I speak formally and robotic the next. I may speak blunt and dry, lacking any enthusiasm at all. That is simply who I am, rather than the fault of whoever I may be speaking with.Such changes should not happen often, but if it does, now you know why.

ABOUT AGE REGRESSION

Art by toricoriot on Instagram :]

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HaiThis me when age regressCan still talk, just little strange and act like child but it's okeDon't need anything when like this, just be nice is all and everything oke!

Why Age Regress?Age regression is coping mechanism. To put simple, had trauma and bad childhood. Now I grow up but brain have problem, so brain regress to child. I cannot control, is involuntary.Please do not confuse age regression with that ageplay sex kink stuff! Is not that so do not treat me like that.My Behaviour:Obviously become like child.Might also become talk less and talk more with picture, like angry cat picture, happy cat picture, dizzy cat picture... I have many cat picture.Like talk about plushie and imagination.Like to play pretend, have tea party with plushies or pretend I destroy world. Stuff like that.Voice also become softer, or sometime I stop talk at all and just make sound. Also might say very random thing at random time. Ye.Regression Triggers:- Tired
- Stress
- Anxious
- See cute thing (like plushies)Sometime it happen on it own, no trigger. It be like that.Yeh! Das it.